Contentment is the greatest Possesion

Serving what I vowed, lamenting on what I loathe. Resumed my conscription into service drapping on the responsibilities of a Prancing Horse of the Signals family. I have mixed feelings indeed. Joyous over the fact I met new friends, learnt new things (and yes VERY new things), marking another milestone of my academic endevours, for this festive season, something's tingling within me... but lets not let the cat out of the bag as yet. The time will come if it hatches, otherwise, let me flavour upon the memories in times to come.

5 weeks are all I have, long? short? I just want to serve my value. Never had I like reaping without sowing. There maybe black sheeps within my organizations, or maybe few white ones... but I still have 2.5 things to answer for myself
1. Pride
2. Concience
3. Passion (currently lacking due to low motivation)
Strange many may query, what is pride? How far can it get you? Thats what makes me special I guess. It was inbuilt in my genes? I take pride in knowing the friends I have all around me! I take pride in things I had achieved so far! I take pride in falling in and out growing stronger/colder with each love chapter I've had! I take pride knowing YOU. Let's not digress...

My da jie jie said "its hard to be contented". Why? We see alot of stuff others have and crave for the same treatment and materials. Our senses... all 5 of them, enable us to interact, to feel, to be exposed to the environment. The mundane routine of growing up exposed everyone with their sensories basking within all sorts of indulges. There and then thoughts of owning...having the *stuff* they like. Slacken down the pace... slow down and smell the roses. Look down on your feet... for I know the importance of being able to walk! I had incurred the wrath of a crippled for 2 weeks before and it's terrible. Therefore, with every match I complete on my court, I thank for no injuries and the great time I had with my pals... the exchange of smiles and spoils... the friendship.

As usual, there's alot on my mind always... so much I wanna record in this cyber realm. To live a life, to leave a legacy... As of now, I think I may have another shot on a subject of life I never really succeed that well so far. Typical engineering geek... cant blame? Excuses!!! Just have to keep to my motto I guess, Ruin yourself but dont destroy others.

I have friends sharing the same plight... Xiao / Da bai cai, Ma ling Shu. This festive season, lets hope whats in store for us. The blessings and blastings each and everyone will receive, its the season of sharing. Do not bottle oneself up, Do not live a life like me.... share your joys and smiles with me and I will pour my sorrows and jeer at the kiddish past I shed every time we recollect our thoughts.

I guess, your friendship may just be one of my prized possesion. Never say never, never give up, because Everything's all worth while, if you'll just smile.