Reflection - 230805

There's something wrong with me, for I am certain
It just seems that life for me have lost all directions

Regardless the empty feeling that lingers within me
I guess there maybe nothing in me to being with...

Everything I learnt of feels so unrealistic and fragile
Sometimes I just hope to awaken and find myself in Utopia

Misery loves company as in drama they potray
Guess I rather sulk alone sit in the corner and pray

Lotsa ppl seek religion for their eventual enlightenment
For me, logic, reasonings and arguments?

Many will just comment on my pessimisium as being redundant
I think they are right but I havent yet found out my answer