So I say, thank you for the memories

My nightmare started on 18 Jan 10 0800hrs, taking up the baton for Officer Commanding for a NSmen Bn and Video / Camera OIC for NDP 2010. It didnt helped much when there is no foundation for me to steady upon... everything was from scratch every step was painful.

- I remember the countless hours spent with my guys picking up video / camera basics

- I remember my tear-washed face everytime i drive back home 2300hrs

- I remember the senior commanders who tore my plans time and again

"Are you a quitter?", "Are you so useless?", "Are you that weak"

Above are the questions I kept asking myself day to day...the answer was YES

Reasons why I am standing tall and cocky:

- The men of Command Comms Coy yearning for a leader, whom can lead them out of darkness and into the light... they followed me into the fire-fight their eyes telling me, "SIR, YES SIR"

- Wonderful colleagues whom came along the way... together we navigated, we paved the way, we overcame

- My wife and child (she was still inside Amber) was / is / and will always be my foundation, hope and faith. Because of them, I wanted to prove I am worthy of them~! Her husband is an individual who would overcome it all, accomplish his mission, one whom she can depend on, only who deserves her love =)

Pui Kia's Combined Entry:

I've just jumped from one shit hole to another shit hole... From NDP 2010 to FTX then to WALLABY then... my wife shouldn't read this, MARRIAGE...~ I'll always remember Year 2010.

- I'll remember the hardship I endured throughout the entire year

- I'll remember how people ridiculed my work and how "SOMEONE" told me that I better start running or it'll affect my upgrade... WTF...!

- I'll remember what kind of a f-up S3 I have who has not engaged me at all!

- I'll remember also the nice people (the owner of this blog for one) I meet for NDP... Stanley, Huiling, and from Show Coy (Steph, ShenLi, Aisha, Marcus, JB).

- I'll remember the night myself and the owner of this blog stood together, giving our boss a good one!

- I'll always remember the names of the people who has worked with and for me.

National Day Parade 2010 had been a challenging yet fruitful year for many... Especially for me, I regained my confidence, I will and can excel in everything I do.

PatriX and Pui Kia signing off...