I can see it now

Still have some vague memories of decemeber 2006 when I was preparing myself for the internship. There and then I made the decision to step out of my shell and introduce myself to the world.

Reading back my posts of 2005, although egoistic as I am perceived by many, I saw and experienced alot this year round. Widen my social circle, challenged myself to things I would never had thought even attempting, just widening my horizon to see the world further, clearer and wiser.

Previously, patrix just thinks that the more he sees of how the world functions, the more bleak the future seems and the overcasted skies just gets darker. On the contary, what he saw this time round was a spectrum and myriad of pastels and radiance. Its all about letting things loose n not being so uptight on myself.

I will be honest and crude to myself. What i learnt 2006 is that although platonic friendships aint really possible from my previous personal point of view, somethings changed me. But the bottomline is I am able to learn so much more about the opposite sex and understand them better so that I will not get myself in messy and silly situations out there =)

In another 5 months, it'll really me the make and break point which I will be graded deemed to wear my rank and command the respect. Meantime, its time to do and experience as much of life as possible so as to equip ownself with opportunies and also get to understand myself so much more better.

I am a happy kid as of now

pat