Open thy Heart, open my mind

The monsoon season really dampens ones spirit these few days. The ritual starts with bright sunshine in the morning, cloudy early afternoon, overcasted mid-day and heavens with a damaged pipe that keeps pouring. My holidays are actually being spent in Lee Wee Nam library chalking up effort points for my FYP. I certainly hope the project jolly well adhere to the requirements because the conflicting and "bo-chap" attitute I am receiving really aint helping.

Magic of Love. A story which depicts that love will conquer it all. A father and daugther relationship which drifted apart when the latter gets distracted and blinded by fame and fortune. What I took back at the end of the show, Lifes about forgiving. Though not a child of christ, I firmly believe in forgiving. At the end of the show, the audience were preached upon how God always opening the hands and ready to receive those who repent. How many of us can actually do that?

Thats why we are branded as mortals i presume. Opening up and letting go is something ppl of today really need to learn. These days, everyone is for themselves and clinging on to what ever wants and dreams they can get. At the end of the day, was the struggle really worth it? Its an answer only the individual can answer.

Alas, its up to me to stroll along the journey of life where each day is a lesson each milestone is a module. Till my convocation, open thy hearts, open my mind, to receive everything as readily to let them go. But that doesnt give me an excuse to slacken on my FYP, root me on!

pat

A nice cruise with you

Its all over... typical of an ending of another semester. Started off with a month of preparation then supplemented with the regimental revision program. Everyday was a routine 0730 reveille, 0800 "march" to the MRT, 0900 equipment layout and ready for commencement. Army flow in my veins...thats something I cannot refrain from, no wonder many ppl say Regulars are a wierd bunch of character. Maybe something happened to me like "happy feet" thats why genetically altered.

Of course, tough times dont last, tough ones last. Everyone got through that period and now I am once again feeling lost right after exams. Unable to adjust the bio clock, am still waking up at 8 where my body is acustommed to the 6 hours slumber cap. Overall, it feels great to be able to let everything go for rest and relax.

Everyday whislt walking out and returning home to and from school, my DiamondBack bike has been calling out for me to take him out for a ride. PatriX has always been a avid rider, therefore decide to bring the 2 of us for a road trip. Sounds kinda insane and typical me, the both of us from the West to the East. 1.45 hours per trip, manz... i really out did myself this time. First time I felt spasms in my thighs, nonetheless, the sun, the breeze and cruising the roads was rather therapeutic to my suprise. For this entry, I am gonna name my Bike. Her name from here on shall be "Swift".

Strange it may seem... i always complain about want companionship. Somebody to talk to, dine with or just simple intertaction. But en route the journey home with swift, I was literally smiling to myself dousing myself in the past memories of what have I done this year. So much was covered, so much happenings, so much reflections, oh manz.... life has been good to me i guess.

Had my share of joys and spoilts. Somethings always on my mind, the perfect companion who will always be there to share my smiles and woes for better or worse. Someone who I can pamper and shower my attention onto. Someone who will stand by me... even when I fall lends me a helping hand or simply sits beside me till i get back on my feet again. Someone who is willing to go to the ends with me gazing upon the stars. Till the day comes, that someone will always be on the BACK of my mind =). Till I see you then

The more i forage for that someone, the more trouble I get myself. Furthermore... i caused trouble for the opposite party too. I hope I can timeout for now and stop the surge of testosterone

p/s: there's this sudden urge of mine.... I wanna go see the Northern Lights. I just don't know why and how too but lets just keep this on this journal of mine.

pat