You know I cant smile without you -- Saturday, June 11, 2005

There's so many definition of YOU. YOU can be something one had yearn for, fought for and sacrifised time, effort, heart and soul for. A first class Honours? The dream Ferrari dream car? A bank account with the balance amount truncated due to overflow of following zeros behind ... Strike the lottery? So many many different you I have in my life.

"humans are contradictory and mindless creatures" - quoted from a laid back genius. With so much distractions and ever changing environment impaled within everyones life these days, who can differciate a saint from an insane? An act of kindness like loosening the purse strings for donations, you may end up being CON by MLM companies...(1 big reason I hate them). But when U apply plagurisium and reap the rewards getting away, others will cheer you for the hero! This world is undergoing evolution at such a pace, I am lost in transistion.

I feel sad when you are sad, I feel glad when you are glad ... wasnt life much simpler those days when my angel smiles. Sometimes memory flash floods hits me hard, totally overwhelmed reliving the blissful moments then the blurry farewells... Without the pain, never will ppl know how much they had gained

YOU - you left me for someone else ... you forsaked my efforts and said good bye, YOU are so cruel, did you ever know the blood and sweat I toiled? When i saw you left me, ur shadows slowly fading within the crowds, I felt lost ... I was confused, jaded at a total loss of words. If you chaps are guessing I got ditched, you are half right! I got ditched by success!!! When i saw the "E", I was really hit hard by the truck!

Guess its only part and parcel of life that one will not get everything he/she wants in life. I will set that as a milestone of my journey! Graditudues to all who showered me with condolences, it would be a totally different ball game the next time I get back to the court of success, meanwhile enjoy while everyone is still happy.

p/s: I still miss you